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Pigeons 
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Wrapped up in my kimono at 6am
Dogs dragged me out with their insistent barking 
Not that I was able to sleep 
Anyway 
They scratched the floor on my terrace searching for baby pigeons 
It was too early to be barefoot
too cold to be cooing 
let alone barking 
Pigeons laid their eggs under my freshly laid floor boards and all I could think of was being laid by you 
Playing and laying 
And cooing
So much cooing
When we leave all the barking behind 
My bare feet facing the rising sun 
My freshly laid limbs on my freshly painted floorboards 
Cooing into your ears 
like this pigeon mama coos with breakfast in her beak
Soothing her babies’ hunger 
I want to sooth yours 
Feeding you lips to lips 
and lips to lips 
and hips to lips 
Hips to hips
Make my feet warm and every possible feeding combination is on offer 
Then I can search for your beak and feed myself 
I need you differently when I am sleep deprived 
I need you 
with my visceral barking
yet the patient soothing and sustaining love of a bird mother too 
My inner night owl is in cahoots with my heavy eye lids and I drift to you for warmth 
What do they call a 6am day dream?
A cooing of a longing heart or a barking horniness? 
My kimono doesn’t keep me warm on the cold early morning floorboards 
But you do 
Wing-flapping pigeons do not know how to feed me 
But you do 
Dogs derailed from their morning routine by nesting pigeons don’t disturb the rhythm of the world for me 
but you do 
Like hatched babies in a scattered nest you brought life to my terrace 
Nesting under my floorboards 
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a year ago
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Some Kind of Fairytale
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One seemingly lazy summer afternoon 
With a premonitional whiff of honeysuckles seeping through the key-hole 
Love knocked on my door 
I opened 
Stared at her bedazzling eyes and levitating body 
She asked me to assemble my buckets
Then swiftly opened up the sky 
I had no free buckets so I gathered up my dress 
Thinking 
Should one be always ready for love 
There I was
Unprepared 
The trimming of my dress rolled around my fingers 
Looking up at love unzipping the heaven for me with her diamond teeth 
No free buckets ready to collect her gifts 
Nobody taught me this 
A sonic boom knocked me off my feet 
Melodies tasting like honey 
Jewels making my skin sparkle 
Flowers enveloping my heart in divine scent 
Flooded my entire house and saturated my dress with hope 
I was speechless and started to levitate with love until I passed out 
One seemingly lazy summer afternoon 
Love knocked on my door 
Invited herself in
Settled on my sofa 
Called it her new home 
She pulled a giant lollipop out of her invisible pocket and proceeded to lick it
Watching me salivate 
She said she was here to stay 
I said ok 
Forever 
She added 
I said ok
I didn’t have a free room 
She said she doesn’t need a room 
She doesn’t need space as she is the space 
She defies the laws of physics 
I understood and made a chrysanthemum tea for both of us because it was pretty 
She poured the tea in a half-full jar of honey 
She said she likes it sweet 
Then I made a stir-fry and she added 9 big chillies into hers
She said she likes it spicy 
She pulled a blender out of my cupboard and blended all my fruit with all the juice I had in the house and drunk everything at once 
She said she likes it juicy
I said ok 
Then she jumped on me and squeezed me tightly and said 
Sometimes I can be heavy and tight and you will have a hard time to breath 
I said ok 
That’s about it 
She said 
She coughed and the chilli on her tongue made me cry but the honey in her breath gave me shivers and the juice in her stomach started to jiggle and I laughed 
One seemingly lazy summer afternoon 
I fell in love 
With you 
Forever 
And that’s about it 
The end
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#poetry #lovepoem #lovepoems taken in London, United Kingdom by @mothandpetals
24
2 years ago
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Loop 
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Love is a loop on a garter belt 
Clasping something so delicate and beautiful 
Dictating the tightness of the grip 
Violet nylon of violent turmoil of my mind 
And the loop embraces all the scenarios of this affair 
Love 
Controls the rhythm of the heart like a well-placed garter belt controls the rhythm of my stride
Love is a crease under my knee 
Especially when your hand and my leg flirt with the gossamer mood of my stockings 
It’s just the reflection of my soul 
Darling 
Love is a sad ladder ruining the luxury of the day 
running down the side of my thigh 
Please check with your tongue if there is anything we can do about it
Then rise back up and count my gasps with your kisses 
Pick the loop between your fingers 
Pick my love between your ribs
Let go only to let my beauty shine 
and my madness too 
Love is a loop on my garter belt but now it’s in your hand 
Now I am naked once again 
Stockings fallen at my feet 
My heart fallen at yours 
Our hearts are a loop and as it goes with loops they always bring an end to the beginning 
They loop 
They loop 
and hold tightly what’s clasped in between 
We loop
We are a loop 
A loose loop now 
Darling 
We let it all slip to the ground 
With a teardrop sound 
Stockings or bare legs I still want to loop my legs around your waist 
Your chest 
Your head 
And squeeze 
Tightly 
Like the fastening of my garter belt 
Clasp your lips with mine 
And loop me in your loop 
Love is a loop of my garter belt 
Love is a loop of my heart fastened around your existence 
Love is passion 
Loop is passion 
We are passion
Let’s loop
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#poetry #stockings #garterbelt #giostockings #lovepoem #poetrylove #nylons #lovepoetry #romancewriter #romanticwriter #lovewriter taken in London, United Kingdom by @mothandpetals
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2 years ago
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This poem was inspired by one of the best - Edgar Allan Poe.
He was born on this day.
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I Wear A Dream Over My Skin
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I wear a dream over my skin 
It has the scent of a midday ocean 
And the colour of the hungry sky 
with its jaw endlessly open 
Occasionally consuming your soul 
As it drools and drips right into your eyes 
Sunlight like love creeps between my legs 
I cradle your warm scent until dawn
And beyond 
Until forever 
Each morning deliberates a new conclusion to our mood 
No wound deep enough to weep from the winter blues
No clues to search for when you know
The day passes by one way or another 
The sky above is hungry again 
We hush it with our passion 
Your kiss
A dream within a dream greets the night’s arrival 
and we dream further
Past the point of no return 
When hope closes its eyes and darkness plays a game of hopscotch on your mind 
It’s only for one night 
I know your love 
Nothing is gone when hope takes a night off
We all need a rest my dear 
I clasp your heart in my yearning lace 
Like a dream within a dream you slide inside my delicate entrapment 
What now?
Who knows?!
Only the lace of sweat, passion and somber moments that drag the dawn down whispers the possible tale of tomorrow 
And the day after 
I crawl to you wearing a dream over my skin 
You kiss me 
I wear a scent of you now
Forever 
You are my dream within a dream 
Dear 
Hope sleeps without a pyjama 
Under the blanket of our bodies 
It dreams of us
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#poetry #lovepoetry #edgarallanpoe #poe #lovepoem #bodypoetry #barelegs #lingerieaddict #femaleartist #fineart #lacelingerie #lingerielove taken in London, United Kingdom by @mothandpetals
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3 years ago
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Like a Ghost 
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I hide behind the sheet
Like a ghost 
My breath on your neck gives you shivers 
Like a ghost 
I make you scream
all night long
Not like a ghost 
Not like anything ghoulish 
Scary
Perhaps 
But not like a ghost 
For you 
I am real 
Very very real 
Scary 
Perhaps 
As that’s what real does 
I bring no tricks
Although plenty of treats 
You reached behind the sheet I cover myself with to spook the others 
But not you 
Scary 
Perhaps 
As you outlined my shape after you shook the sheet off me
And now you know me well
What the sheet covers isn’t bland 
Not pasty either 
like a ghost 
Gently pink 
Shamelessly rouged from blood that rushed to all the places you touched 
Warm 
Hot even 
Every day and every night since I have known you 
Not like a ghost 
Very very real 
That’s love 
my dear 
Scary 
Perhaps 
But full of life and full of passion
Not like a ghost 
(Although, I have no proof of the passion of ghosts to draw this comparison)
Under the sheet I whisper to you
Under the sheet you hide with me
The shape of us
The passion we share 
Under the sheets 
And nobody knows the details 
Shhhhh
But us
Scary perhaps
But not ghoulish 
Just real 
Shhhhh
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#poetry #poem #happyhalloween #halloween #ghost #lovepoems #lovepoem #art #femaleartist #femalewriters #womenwriters #iloveyou taken in London, Unιted Kingdom by @mothandpetals
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3 years ago
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Omnia Vincit Amor 
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Some loves fly in a flock of birds 
Some hide behind the shadows 
Some loves promenade in crowds for everyone to see
Some live on paper in a dusty box under the bed
Some loves yearn to be announced with bells and balls and a harp player 
Some simply beat in a secret frequency of two hearts 
Some loves are pure and pristine with a beautifully paved linear path of time 
Some rise from the hidden darkness of two souls 
Some loves are calm and steady and ever present 
Some go through hell and storms 
The list goes on 
But then there is us
Then there is me
Then there is the missing 
A canary in a cave of longing 
And what the hell do I do with that?
That tactile inconvenience of everything 
Days that drip like melting stalactites
Piling down to solid rock formations hanging over my head 
The missing 
The longing 
The flapping wings of my colourful desperation 
Omnia vincit amor 
Love is a permanent rent-free resident of my heart 
A squatter in pink sharp-heeled sandals 
Frolicking around my skin wearing my summer dress giving me goosebumps 
Omnia vincit amor
Loves winks at me from underneath my bellybutton and I know 
I know 
She won 
She won 
She won 
She took me over for good 
The canary is yet to be returned 
Laying under the stalactites with my mouth wide open 
So shamelessly 
I suck the dripping missing 
Suck it in and smile 
Bring it on 
Love makes the sucker out of me
A smiling loser dancing in a summer dress and pink heels 
Omnia vincit amor 
I suck on my stalactites and smile 
You conquered my soul and my sanity 
Omnia vincit amor 
What the hell am I supposed to do with that?
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@legsofdesire taken in London, Unιted Kingdom by @mothandpetals
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3 years ago
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Coffee Eyes
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How I love the darkness in your coffee eyes
That perfect shade of strong and delicious
Your aroma permeates my soul
There is no disguise when I see you eye to eye
With every sip of you I get more hooked
You are my addiction
I can sniff you out in a crowd
Like a perfectly roasted coffee bean
The one that makes me salivate more than others
Our love is a chiaroscuro of breathtaking romance and caffein debauchery
My heart shines a beam of light on the darkness lurking behind your eyes
Those eyes
Those beautiful deep brown eyes
Your coffee gaze oozes steam
My lips part
I take you in
Just a sip
Your heat makes me look back at you in a long sigh of longing
And I sniff
the tip of my nose touching your skin
Touching your soul
I sniff you into my lungs until there is no other air left inside of me
Just your aroma
I sip some more
Dripping down my thirsty throat you have the temperature of my body
In the morning opulence of caffeine and moans we become one
My addiction
My beautiful dark addiction
I stare at my coffee cup and see you
Your coffee eyes searching for me
through the decadence of your charcoal darkness and your nonchalant daily life gestures
How I love your coffee eyes
First thing in the morning
Last thing at night
And every second in between
I wear your steam as if it was your white shirt
Sipping you
Sitting in the fog of robustly scented nostalgia when you are not next to me
When I can’t stare at your coffee eyes 
I stare at the churning chiaroscuro in my porcelain cup
Every time I reach for another refill
my coffee machine makes the sound of your kisses
The sensual hissing
A sudden rush of heat tightens my thighs
I want this coffee more than the one I tasted earlier
I want you more today than I wanted you yesterday
My addiction
My f…… addiction
Your beautiful big coffee eyes
Permanently engraved  on my retina
A tiny rivulet of longing for your darkness decorates the corner of my lips as I drink the last drop in the cup
Lick it off me
Show me your light my love
In those deep dark coffee eyes
I had enough of bitter for the day
Drip a bit of melted sugar in my mouth 
Hold me tight as I look deep into your dark coffee eyes taken in London, Unιted Kingdom by @mothandpetals
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3 years ago
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Sunset
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A sunrise resides in your heart
You carry a sunset on your shoulders
There is heaven in your arms
And hell rests around your hips
I sing a sonnet through your pursed lips 
Then you piss me off
I reach my inner pitch
You get out of my reach
My demons screech
I want you to reach for my peach
watch you as you preach to the sun that it is
Exhaust your exhortations in the sermon of love on the tip of your tongue
While you worship me
Our spitting insults turn into a saliva of salvation
Until the sun sets on your shoulders
And the night is pleasantly warm
The I-love-yous like fireflies outline the shape of our chapel 
But
you pissed me off
So
I stand in the puddle of my shudders
swearing at the innocent fireflies for being disproportionately beautiful for such moments
Provocative like the most perfect sunset
preventing me from dwelling in my torments
As it reminds me of the one setting on your shoulders
Oh you pissed me off
So
Until the sunrise in your heart melts the grudge to dewdrops that fall off the corners of your lips to my feet
And you worship me again 
Until then
I swallow all the pretty rhymes I spun for you
And choke on my chewed love letters
That’s what you do to me
That’s what I let you do to me
Like the sky giving out its blue to the sunset
I give out my smiling doll-like complexion to your fire
You shine through me making my soul translucent as I stand naked in front of you
And now, in front of this perversely perfect sunset
Like the one on your shoulders 
Laying my limbs in its afterglow
Such a pulchritudinous sad offering
The evening is wrapped around in an orange sibylline hug
More affection than I get tonight 
I dine on our love letters
Choking on words as I chew 
The fireflies left me
My hungry stomach-churning sound and my knuckle-cracking angst chased them into the distance
No chapel over my head
In silence I swallow my resistance
You pissed me off
The night is dark
Shivers descend on my skin 
Or perhaps that’s the mosquitoes
The pests of every jaw-dropping sunset
Annoying and poignant with their stings
Like you
Getting under my skin and into my bloodstream
Like you 
This sunset 
Unforgettable
Like you
But
you pissed me off taken in Shere Village, Surrey Hills by @mothandpetals
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3 years ago
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Murmuration of Starlings 
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One day you will hold me like a lover 
in embrace 
Face to face 
like a murmuration of starlings 
gracing the skies 
you will grace 
my startled body 
in murmuring  waves 
of harmonious configurations 
Face to face 
In embrace 
Almost a celestial dance
One day you will sweep me off my feet 
As I look up from underneath 
your murmuration of starlings 
in all my caves
they disappear 
Just to reshape above me again 
Like lovers
Face to face 
Deep embrace 
Your arms around my waist 
One day we will join the birds 
in their metaphoric meanderings 
Oh darling 
You are my murmuration of starlings 
in each embrace 
I kiss your face 
Like a lover
And my heart beats in the rhythm of your pulsing blood 
One day we will flood the sky with passion 
Like thousands of tiny birds 
Crashing into the air 
Breaking the blue into shatters 
Breathless 
In embrace 
Face on face 
Like lovers 
our bodies pixelating through the aquamarine canvas above the fields of peridot 
Across the turquoise mirror reflecting the stormy ocean
and your face
In tight embrace 
Like lovers 
We shake and shape in the golden hour 
Our illuminated constellation
fills up the gaps of the dusk 
In embrace 
Shading the wet rock formations with our souls 
Passing the mossy hills 
and scenting the air 
Face on face 
Hands in hair 
Tongue around the tongue 
Like lovers 
Like lovers 
Like lovers 
Pulsing 
Meandering bodies mimicking the murmuration once more 
One day
One last shake of our midnight shape
In embrace 
Like lovers 
My blood-forged face
rises like the moon that calms the chirps
Then we sleep 
Startled starlings cease the murmur 
Shhhh
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#murmurationofstarlings #northsea 
#seaside #ilovethesea #denim #jeans #outfitinspo #lovepoem #casualoutfit #bluejeans #poet #poetry #love #edinburgh #petite #femalewriters #writerscorner  #readmorepoetry #pridepoetry #writingislove #poemsaboutlove #poemsaboutlife #femalepoets #writtenwords #wordsmith #metaphor #ilovemetaphors #iloveyou #scotland taken in Gullane Beach by @mothandpetals
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3 years ago
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Poem With No Words 
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We exhausted the words 
Just like birds with no flight left in their wings for the day 
they sit on a wire
We exhausted the words with our inner vibrations, lips  and piercing eyes 
and fuming unisons of chest-deep insults 
We exhausted the words and like us they rest on our tongues 
Some buried in the depths of our burning throats 
miming  passion in the last droplets left behind 
Dripping down to our question-churning bellies 
Famished and angry 
Unsatiated 
Ravenous for each other 
weaving a macramé of our love 
Let’s stretch it between our longings 
For the words like birds to sit on
when we exhaust them 
All the bad ones and the good ones too
Said, felt, dusted 
Now there is just one left
Written by seeping blood of our crushed hearts
It nests in the cloud above our heads 
Like a silenced dove with her beak wide open 
Hungry 
Gasping for some air 
We exhausted the words 
All, but one
Let’s just silently make love now 
The tender kind 
Let this poem be a quiet one
Look into my eyes 
Don’t say anything 
Just find my soul that belongs to you
Stare into my poem of no words 
Whisper but the one 
Ensorcel the ceasefire in our minds 
The way only you can 
Thrill me out of my war zone 
I don’t want to hide in the trenches of my poetry today
I will go back there again with my boiling blood barricade armed with a bayonet of ricocheting  bullets of my vocabulary 
Today I want your embrace instead 
Let’s make love 
The tender kind 
Let me be lighter than air 
Words-free in your arms 
Please look at me and tell me that everything will be ok with one word only
At least for today 
This is a poem with no words 
None
But one
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#poetry #lovepoem #summertime #femalewriters #naturelover #femaleartist #womanartist #femalephotographer #woman #body #legs #legsfordayas #sun #summervibes #momentsofmine #beingmyself #sundress #stronglegs #legsofsteel #legsout #naturalwoman #naturalwomen #wildhair #barelegs #naturallight #dancing #dancerbody #calves #love #iloveyou taken in Surrey Heath by @mothandpetals
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3 years ago
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A pill, colloquially known as a bobble, fuzzball, or lint ball, is a small ball of fibers that forms on a piece of fabric. Pill is also a verb for the formation of such balls.
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About the Pilling of a Sweater, a Rattling Bouquet and Love….
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I fell in love and I dreamt that you held my face in your palm for a moment 
So all the heavy that my mind carries 
can rest
For a moment 
For a lifetime 
I fell in love 
There was peace in your hand 
My face like a dove nestled with you 
I felt safe 
For a moment my life carried an olive branch in the beak of time 
Effortless white wings clasped on your palm 
I fell in love 
Like a bouquet falling into water and blooms
drinking sun rays 
I drank you 
You dispersed the gravity of my heavy thoughts into the ether 
We tasted calm that rained down 
I fell in love 
I kissed your demons 
and settled on your palm
In the crevices of your lines
For a moment 
For a lifetime 
You had my wings and there they are to stay 
In the depth of your soul 
The linear flow of time doesn’t exist with us
I fell in love and there is the beginning the middle and the end in every breath we draw from each other’s throat
I am born and I grow and I live and I die every time your name leaves my lips 
Love is a non-linear thread we knit our sweater with 
The one that keeps the warmth inside our hearts 
A yarn woven into our souls with the unpredictable pilling of time 
I fell in love with you as easily as I slip into my comfortable sweater 
I slip into you 
You slip into me
For a moment 
For a lifetime 
I fell in love 
with you 
In the world of obstacles and chaos
As the word slip slips my lips you kiss me 
the sweater strips 
you slip in through my lips 
and through my lips 
We kiss
We watch the bouquet quietly rattling in the vase 
As colours of the flowers blur 
Our friction pills my sweater more
And more 
You wear me in the most beautiful way
I wear you with an ease and poise 
It’s not a dream anymore 
In that non-linear moment 
I fell in love 
With you 
For a lifetime taken in London, United Kingdom by @mothandpetals
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4 years ago
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Wayward Girl
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This is not a poem
It is just something I wanted to share
Apparently I have been a bad bad girl and I feel the stings of the AI whips on my skin now
Algorithm bit into my neck and keeps draining my blood not in a good giddy way
I haven’t broken any rules 
But
I am like wayward girl from the past standing on a crossroad unable to put her boxing gloves on and fight the invisible omnipresent enemy as there is no boxing ring and no fair enemy 
My right hook would just break my own jaw
So, I have been shunned and jailed here and I have been trying to get out of this since January, but I can’t
There is nothing fair about this 
However, since I am deemed unsuitable to be recommended to others, I can’t grow
I have been unsuccessfully energy-drainingly trying to figure out my conundrum since January, but there doesn’t seem to be a way out for me.
The only way I can grow is to be recommended and reposted and shared in stories by others
I started this account to promote my poetry in the anticipation of publishing my book, which I am still doing 
Even though these efforts are hindered now 
The storytelling with words and pictures just ties it all together for me, but, I have no freedom of expression the way I would like it here
Given the nature of my shared poetry 
I am not giving up, I put a lot of effort into my art and I will continue 
But, there will be more of me elsewhere, not here 
As you can imagine, I can’t say more this way 
Thank you for your patience 
My patience has been tested though
Being persona non grata in this world….
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4 years ago
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