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God, You are my everything

I stepped into this week, unexpectant for a change. I showed up being controlled by anxiety, flashbacks of past trauma, fear for the future and tired of feeling distant from God. I was hesitant to surrender everything to God because I was scared of the outcome. I’ve been stubborn and frustrated towards Him for making me feel distant, but in reality, I haven’t invited Him in my life daily in several months. I went in to camp blaming Him for things that He let happen to my relationships & family, questioning why he would put me through that.

I walked out of camp with a changed heart. God loves me too far to leave me where I am. He says there WILL be trouble and valleys but that’s why we have to lean on Him. I can’t go through life alone- I’ll fail. God is making a masterpiece out of my life, but He can’t until I give him every part of me. This week I learned and practiced giving parts of me that I’ve been hiding to God. What God doesn’t have ahold of, the devil has access to. I want my life to be a representation of Jesus’ life. He is my priority and all knowing. He restores all broken things. He restored me & he wants/ will restore you. Invite Him in.

it’s not about how long I hold on, it’s about how he never lets go

what a God

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