Posted On: July 22nd 2026, 12:02 am
Keeping it real - I'm struggling with self-worth. Half the battle is being aware, right?
I want certain things to manifest and to happen so bad that I know I'm creating resistance and in turn I'm feeling defeated. I'm feeling like I'm the problem, and yes, I sort of am.
Because I'm not secure enough or trusting in my own knowing (or that I'm questioning my intuition) and I am not level with my emotions - so we wait. I sit in limbo until I can fully shift out of this lack of self-worth. Until I stop putting my validation into other people, places, and things. Until I realize I have everything I'll ever need already inside of me, nothing will move. I don't need anyone else to tell me or give me anything, but believing it is the hardest part.
I sit here in my space, in solitude with the hopes to gain clarity, respite, and hopefully shift my energy.
I'm so so so very mentally exhausted.
Something has to give and I know I need to bring it back to myself.
I'm gonna go hermit for a bit. So if you feel or see an energy shift, this is why. Don't take it personally. I appreciate you all. 🫶🫂