2 months agoi hit a point where i realized my commitment to wellness and needing a bevy to get to sleep every night were at odds. the hard part for me was changing up the culture, or, people, places, & things — which i dont think is talked about enough! (esp tough in this drinkin town with a music problem!) 😅 there’s alot of grief and loss and fear in that process!! i focused on the pain/cptsd i was really medicating in the family programs. community & belonging were & are the antidote for me❤️🩹❤️🩹❤️🩹
2 months ago2 weeks isnt enough time- 30 days isnt enough time. 90 days isnt enough time. 5 or 6 months in you get hit with a wave of happiness, you arent worried anymore, you get a good glimpse of who you were supposed to be without alcohol and for me...i never wanted to lose that feeling. 5 years in october and i still have it.
2 months agoHitting the 5 year mark this year. Just wait until you get about 5 or 6 months in. Happiness just hits you
