Victoria Parr

Haven’t felt like this in so long but life keeps shitting on me every time I try and get settled and some sort of routine not just for myself but for Penelope. Even today we was meant to go to our second week of a playground and I couldn’t do it, I’m burnt out and stressed that it’s playing havoc with my diabetes and my sugar levels and yet again because I can’t cope penny misses out. I’m trying my absolute best to provide safety for her but I’m fighting a loosing battle and the world never seems to want to give me a break. Now I have nothing left to give, and the person that suffers is my daughter, feel like an absolute failure