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Carly

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literally just a girl and her (dipri)van🚐
crna | fl based🌴
eulogize the living.
all opinions are my own. not medical advice.

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Past me has a lot of nerve to sign me up for all these shifts I’ll tell you that #travelcrna #travelnurse #anesthesia #anesthesiology #crna by @provanesthesia

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short answer: yes, but imma do it anyway. but i would be just as scared to live alone in an apartment by myself. #solofemaletraveler #vanlife #travelcrna #travelnurse by @provanesthesia

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TLDR: I spend way too much time thinking about fluids by @provanesthesia

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6 days ago

honestly whatever

i’m down for whatever.

we could go see a movie.

we could get lunch.

we could kill someone…

OR

THE APPLE ORCHARD!!!

🍎🍏🍎🍏 by @provanesthesia

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She’s still a work in progress but here she is FOR NOW #vanlife #travelcrna #travelnurse #vanbuild #crna by @provanesthesia

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being alone and being lonely are two separate things. you can be married and lonely. but nice try 😮‍💨 getting married or even being partnered would be a cherry on top of an already fantastic life i’m living! by @provanesthesia

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first week as a travel CRNA who lives in a van down! forever to go hehe

#travelnurse #crna #anesthesia #vanlife by @provanesthesia

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a month ago

📍crowders mountain 🏔️ taken in Crowders Mountain by @provanesthesia

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a month ago

first week as a travel crna who lives in a van down & never looking back

#crna #travelcrna #vanlife #travelnurse by @provanesthesia

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a month ago

welcome home for the next few months 🚐🌅 taken in North Carolina by @provanesthesia

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the end of august is written about transitions, feeling stagnant in your hometown, and the restless desire to feel alive. the melancholy of change and feeling nostalgic for a moment that isn’t even over yet.

reflecting back on these past few years—these photos remind me just how much can change and just how much is yet to come. i’m already missing people and parts of this town, and i haven’t left yet.

i had the idea to eventually travel around the country in a van since my second year of CRNA school. i bought my van april 15th, 2025. i showed up to the dealership to “just look at it.” but the universe is funny like that. things just fall into your lap and make all the puzzle pieces come together. i took the leap and bought her.

fast forward 1 year, 4 months, and 3 weeks later & i’ll be setting off on my first adventure in that van. years of planning and work (shoutout to my dad & youtube for helping me build the damn thing) coming to one moment. the blood, sweat, (in my dads case literal fingers), and tears that went into this build. the anxiety of getting it done on time to the joy & pride of looking at something in the van knowing “i built that.”

august ends and i’ll be starting a new chapter in my life. leaving my hometown, moving into a van, and chasing whatever makes me feel alive.

thank you to all the people that got me here. i love you all. by @provanesthesia

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2 months ago

glass—the forgotten child.
i think about my role in it all.
because while i was a child, blameless, i was the subject of the averted eyes in your world.
i was encircled, praised, cheered, exhalted.
you could’ve scorned me. blamed me. hated me.
and you wouldn’t have been wrong.
“the evidence points in the favor of glass, your honor”, i’d scream.
a willing confession.
a cry.
an admittance of guilt.
“we find the defendant not guilty,” they would reply.
i’d furrow my brow with hands stained red.
defeated.
take this guilt away before i claw through my skin.
i never asked to be the siphon of the attention.
“but look how well you shine” smiled glass.
my head would whip around.
to glass, i was the trophy sibling.
but in the way in which a stuffed animal is one’s prized possession. worth protecting. worth loving.

glass can always see right through.

you saw through the grades, awards, accomplishments. the gold coating of it all.
you still love me. for what lay beneath.
i dont deserve this award.
but thank you.

#sister #sisters #poetry #noahkahan @danners.co by @provanesthesia

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