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I head back to work tomorrow after four months of parental leave. Woof.

My main goal throughout this break was to really build confidence as a dad and make lots of memories with George, Rosie and myself. 

The following is in no way a definite list, but it certainly paints a picture of what I've been up to: flew to the other side of the world (and back), went to a couple of cracking weddings, went to a few cracking parties (LOL), walked around (A LOT), exercised (A LOT), read heaps, saw old friends, made new friends, reimagined friendships as a parent, ate or cooked good food, drank many martinis, listened to lots of awesome music, MADE new music, saw lots of art, kept up my volunteering work, did lots of writing and thinking, finished the 2nd print issue of my zine, rode on lots of public transport, watched my team in a grand final, explored, explored, and explored. 

I've felt joy, awe, happiness, and wonder. I've also been navigating a bout of depression alongside the good stuff -- which has been a struggle but manageable thanks to a patient and loving partner, magnificent friends, family and of course therapy. I reckon the transition to parenthood + burnout from a job I absolutely love (and rock at) all came bubbling up to the surface during this period. I'm grateful to have support and help through it all. Sadness is exhausting. 

I can't wait to reflect back on this time with George when he's older. I want him to know that we just went out and saw the world together until nap time (and sometimes after, too). I love you George. I love you Rosie.
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