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To allow myself to be held. Those were my words at the start of the year. Fast forward to today & I have endless examples from friends, lovers, strangers, neighbours, family, adventures, travels, lawyers, grants, work opportunities - that show me that I too can be, & more importantly, am worthy of, being held too. Oof to allow myself to receive when my upbringing, conditioning & patterning defaults to giving giving giving. This year has been an e p i c upgrade in how I allow myself to receive, how I show up for myself, ask for what I want & create what I want. @temi.wilkey at the start of this year in a witchy cacao circle at @weare_wakingdreams described herself as 'audacious' & I fucking loved it. Audaciously ask & you shall receive. Or at the very least get magically redirected to somewhere unexpected. And T r u s t. What a lesson & trip this life is ay? Last year was bleak as hell, this year the abundance has been so fucking real, & so welcomed to the point of genuinely lifechanging. To the point that it makes my heart & cheeks hurt with gratitude. To the point of bucket loads of soppy doppy lovey dovey melt on my face gratitude to the universe & all the people & nature within it. From being flown out to ridiculous beautiful locations (@elisa.wonders 😉), working in jungles & festivals, deepening my pleasure & intimacy learnings & trainings, teaching here there & everywhere, being invited to live with millionaires & consulting on multimillion business deals with global wellbeing leaders, acting& directing on stages & screens, dancing till sunrise with people that make me want to squeeze their juicy ass & face cheeks because i love them so much, basking in love on my birthday in a secret sex dungeon surrounded by friends, boxes of pizza & dillys of all shapes, laughing till i wee myself more times than I can count,& getting to see so many awe inspiring sunsets that always reconnect me to The Magic. There is Magic everywhere. You reading this are living breathing particles of god damn Magic. 
At the end of this year, with my arms wide & heart open, I take a big breath in & let a big breath out. Magic baby. I choose to believe in the Magic🤩
#2024 #magic #recap
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💚 Deniz 💚 the green goddess 
From the shoot we did back in September 💚Make up by  @megumi.matsuno with make up assistance by @riina0211 and set assistance by @waterpancake91
From Deniz : 
These ones are inspired by Alice Neel’s series of paintings of nude pregnant women.

These works are for sale! Available in small 5”x7” or large 11”x 14” sizes. Edition of 5. DM for prices. Proceeds will go to artists and cover some baby costs. 💚💚
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Deniz as Marie Antoinette for the film we made about Kathy Acker for Nowness 💘
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