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Boy oh boy, what a trip around the sun ~

A year marked equally by grief and beauty. 

I’ve been feeling immensely tender the past few days as I move into 32 feeling wholly different from the year before. 

And simultaneously more myself than I’ve ever been. 

While I endured loss and dismemberment of many aspects of myself and my life, I have also experienced some of the greatest joys. 

I fell deeply in love. I rooted into community and relationships that feel like soul family. I deepened into my familial and ancestral ties. 

I began tending to a garden and nurturing my connection with the earth. I returned to ancestral homelands on a women’s pilgrimage. 

And I began the journey of initiating into motherhood. I lack language large enough to describe how transformative (and humbling) the journey has already been. 

It is such a gift to create life and feel held by so much love, as I enter this next chapter. Phew. 

Love y’all 🫶🏼
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Two weeks from now, I’ll be ringing in a whole new decade… 40 🤓

And I’ve found myself really wanting to soak in these last two weeks of being 39.

As I’m writing this, I know that might sound silly to some people, but I’ve always treated decades like eras. Different chapters. Different versions of myself. Different lessons. Different kinds of healing, becoming, unraveling, and rebuilding.

My 30s taught me so much.

How to truly know myself.
How to trust my intuition.
How to grieve versions of myself I outgrew.
How to soften without abandoning myself.
How to hold joy and heartbreak at the same time.
How to come home to who I actually am.

And honestly… my teenage heart feels really full lately.

I just got back from seeing @brighteyesofficial a band whose music I was listening to 21 years ago, and I got to experience it with a sweet friend who surprised me with tickets. There was something so healing and beautiful about sharing a moment that lit up the younger versions of ourselves ♥️

The nostalgia.
The music.
The appreciation.
The being fully present.

It reminded me how special it is to find people who awaken joy in the parts of you that still feel young, hopeful, emotional, and alive 🥰

Thank you @lex for this special surprise and enjoying a beautiful show together! Grateful everyday for your friendship and support 🖤

#denverwellness #brighteyes #nostalgia #geminiwoman #40andfabulous
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