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Illustrator + mural artist
NI ↔ Perth ↔ London
Rep’d by @roarartists
Mum balancing art, work + real life
Clients: Nike, Adidas, Vans, Lululemon +
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A wise man once told me, that life is about doing things with people that you love; and ultimately that this is the purest meaning of life. In many ways I had felt it is honourable to do life alone, yet the opportunity is missed to be loved, to grow through being supported, to be thought about and to be witnessed in the process of life; to the point that perhaps people around me now know me better than myself.

26 years; many lessons, challenges, relationships and moments of pure joy, yet the biggest, the journey of allowing those who choose to love me into my life, softening into being held and celebrated for my essence in this world. 

This has been no easy feat, I have resisted, avoided and run away from this very love which I seek; being left drowning in a puddle of my own creation, funnily enough ignoring the helping, healing hands of my loved ones.

That is what makes this birthday so sweet, knowing that I have chosen to let this love in, not just on one day but slowly over the last year, practising being a villager, getting out of my own way and fostering connections with my people, my family and myself ❤️

Yet, I had to go on this journey to discover myself, my values, what is truly important to me and what i cannot live without. Friends that don’t have to fight to love me, a community that holds me in all of my challenges, and celebrates me through all of my successes. Life’s greatest privilege, to love and be loved; something that I no longer take for granted, expect or choose to ignore; this year I let all the love into my heart, as this nourishes my soul and allows me to continue my quest, with those who I love right by my side.

So thank you, to everyone that contributes to my life, that offers your perspective, challenges me and helps me to see myself more clearly; this life is challenging enough as it is, so to myself; continue to let the love in, continue to take responsibility for my role in this life and remember…

You are a child of the universe,
no less than the trees and the stars;
you have a right to be here.

And whether or not it is clear to you,
no doubt the universe is unfolding as it should. ✨ 

With Imperfect Love, Matty x
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Been flat out lately. 
Here’s a bunch of photos of life in no particular order 🤠

Really love the decline press machine. fyi
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Frames from @northernireland vs @geo__team 

 @uefanationsleaguetm 

 #cleansheets
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• @alanamcdowell you’re so incredibly talented✨🎨
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Look out for tonight’s match programme, designed once again by a local artist 🎨

This time, @alanamcdowell has brought our matchday theme to life, with a special design inspired by our official charity partner, @cancerfundforchildren 🌼💚🤍
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