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I’m not as confident as I look.

If anything, I’ve probably been my own harshest critic for most of my life. I question myself, I push myself, I expect more from myself —and sometimes I forget to simply stop and breathe.

Maybe that’s why I’ve kept moving.

England. Australia. Cyprus. Sri Lanka.

Different places, different chapters, different versions of me.

And honestly… it gets tiring.

Sometimes I feel like I’ve never really allowed myself to rest. There’s always another thing to figure out, another idea to chase, another version of life I think I should be creating.

I know what I want.

What I don’t always know is whether it will work.

And even when I know I can do something, I don’t always know how I’m going to make it happen.

The clothes are a good example.

I’m creating things here in Sri Lanka, speaking to people, looking for production, trying to understand how the hell I’m going to get everything to Cyprus… and most of it is still completely uncertain.

But I keep going.

I go into the jungle. I meet local people. I create with what I have. I do the little things that are actually possible today.

And maybe that’s enough for now.

I miss my family.

There are moments when I feel very alone.

There are moments when I wonder if I’m making life harder than it needs to be.

And then there are moments when I look around and realise…

this is the life I said I wanted.

I’m still looking for my peace.

Still trying to understand what freedom really feels like.

Still figuring out what “the right life” even means.

Maybe I don’t need to have it all figured out yet.

Maybe I just need to keep building, creating, moving, resting when I can and trusting God that some of the answers will come along the way.

#srilanka #growth #grateful #cyprus #intuition
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