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📍Las Vegas & Reno | Multidisciplinary Artist
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『ARTFIGHT-POSTING』 - is that,, N!?🍃✨

Yes it is,, but technically just @eggythejolteon ‘s design!! I still love it so much, and i really enjoyed drawing them!!

It has been a while since i posted something, huh? The truth is that i haven’t been enjoying drawing as much as i did last year. Uni is actually getting all of my spare time and i have other things (coff coff driver’s licence coff coff) to do-  in all of this, when i get time to actually draw, i don’t wanna do it. It has became work for me… yk, rendered pieces can’t be done one in one week, and obviously it all reflects on my mental and physical health. Even though it’s getting better each week, i still get anxiety episodes from now and then, mostly when i get stressed or i have many things to do in a short span of time, i also got kidney stones and it was really close to making me not go to Japan. But even when i went to Japan, i felt bad not drawing and posting- this is not the best relationship i can have with a platform. I should focus on other things, and even though posting here makes me feel extreme joy, knowing you all support me.

I have many things to post and i feel like i’m falling behind. I wanna draw in 0.2 seconds the piece i’m thinking of just to make everyone see, and if any AI bro starts to say to me to "just use AI" i’m gonna rip someone to pieces. I don’t think AI will ever make me experience such joy when i get in the sketch process and envision the final piece, when i go to the coloring process and i go nuts on the colors i use, or the rendering, where i put things on the piece nobody else will see but me… 
The truth is that the great masters of art didn’t manage to do a piece in a year, even less if someone told them to make one in weeks and months.

All of this to say: I need a little break. Mentally, more than phisically. I’m sorry if i haven’t replied to you in the DMs, sorry if i promised you smth i didn’t do, sorry if i’m back asf with your commission… Imma try to reply, to do and to finish everything with the time life has given me. For now that’s how it goes. Thank you for the support, everyone❤️‍🩹
#artfight #artfightcomedy #artfight2026 #naturalharmonia #pokèmon

🍃✨ - N’
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