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Traveling Thoughts - Story

Ive done a lot of driving the past few days & it’s given me time to think about a lot of things & to do some reflecting on what is next.

I am at the end of my career.  I have made it known to my leadership that I have submitted my request for retirement.  I have shelved the idea of pursuing SGM even after a very good OML this year.  My dream of being a CSM in the Enterprise has been placed on the same shelf.

It’s hard to admit, but Big Ranger has given me the signs that it is time.  I ignored many of the signs, but this last week provided me with the final map check I needed to see the route I must walk.

My story is not one grandeur.  In the grand scheme, I am a nobody.  I am just a guy who as a little buck Sergeant years ago got lucky & was given a “yes” at a murder board where I was handed an opportunity to prove how badly I wanted to chase my dream.

Through this platform, I have been able to share pieces of my story.  I have shared some of the successes I have found with the overwhelming support of some of best the DoW has within the ranks, for none of the wins were without help…but equally, some of the failures I have survived along the way as well & how those same individuals picked me up.

I have talked of the struggles had after a spinal injury during the training course…the depression & anxiety that swallowed me whole & almost cost me everything…my struggle with acceptance when I was diagnosed with PTSD & the journey to finding peace with those things via the Unit Therapist & Psych Team.

There have been some incredible highs - things I am proud to say I have done.

There have been some very dark lows - things that I look back on & wonder how I survived or how anyone could still want me in their life.

My story is far from perfect - I would argue even with the few wins…when I badge out for the last time & have compiled it all, it will likely be a fantastic road map of what not to do more than a map to success.

I dont know if I will ever be able to tell my whole story…but i hope what i have shared has helped at least one person to never feel like I did at my lowest.

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