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What is it without a family? Let’s see👉 All you ever want is Love, you expect all the love from your friends or the people around you. You constantly try to make their family yours. You expect love from wrong people, shut the right people out of yourself and shut yourself in.  You start comparing yourself and your family with every person’s around you!! Here’s me trying to tell a story
I was 18, when I lost my brother to a kidney failure, his slow death left a biggest scar in my heart even after almost 7years. Seeing my parents constantly attempting suicides, as their daughter I was there to protect all 3 but for how long? My brother who I grew up getting up to see his baby face had forgotten me..The day was October 24 I finally lost him for life. Nobody can be him.. He caused a biggest impact on my family nobody spoke to each other freely. Atleast I had one person to say mine, it look no time until he was gone too. After 2years of this, Life wouldn’t leave me alone. My father had a heart-attack, I had to rush him to the hospital. How I felt you may ask? Scared, Alone, Crying at the end of the hall so no one can hear me out, calling my friends to see if anybody could come and stay, calling my mom reassuring her that I will make things right!! But he was only after 3hrs battling for his life. How did I handle? I was in depression, insomnia and late night panic attacks. It’s when I wanted to change my life, it got rough with my mom too since all she had was me!! I flew to Germany to change my life and get myself back together 

I finally wanted to share my story 
Not all people you see smiling around is happy inside 
Today I had the courage to share mine 
Not for some sympathetic messages or some attention seeing posts
Be with the person you love, stay with them, check on them if they are healing, check if you are doing your best to them
Tell them you love them if you don’t you may not get another chance 
Be nice, share love
For all the woman who are fighting alone, stay, hang on to it 🥀💥

#happywomansday🌹 
To all of you who have been there, Thank You!!!
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At the end Its not the the years in your life that count, but the life in your years. This year was an amazing ride. I'm absolutely taken aback by the love y'all showed me.
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