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"shut the f*ck up, I don't want your conversations"
With the sips of your made-up words down to my nerves, I mumbled the above under my breath, With a stare down to my soul. Was it my years of loving all those false faces and arms around myself? Leading to not believing a single word coming out of your bloody lips, even though they were against my chest just last night weren't they?
"You don't even got nobody bein' honest with you"
With my stuttering lips against those odds against hope, I, too, slept with the ghost of your shades. Resting my head against those pillars of all those faces and lies, I once echoed how everything would be alright with a pat on my shoulder.
"Everybody needs you, Everybody needs you, Ooh, nani nani"
I remember the day I learned to swim and how scary it can be on a pitch-black night with endless waves pulling you away. I learned slowly, with a smile, to flap my feet and stay still, remembering all of your texts and making each of my faces smile. But now, in those backdoors of my abandoned self, I tried swimming, I tried looking up to the sun, but still couldn't fathom that everybody needed me.
"Rollin' marijuana, that's a cheap vacation, My everyday shit, my everyday shit, Every night shit, my everyday shit"
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