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#blesszen
multi hyphenate rising HyperPoP artist
Put God first, then call me ' After '
a girl is a bullet streaming all platforms
i bade you godspeed

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Trippin balls #blesszen

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The person you portrait yourself to be is never the same behind closed doors. You assimilate. Assume a reserved position, as the eyes of the unknown pick you apart like a fucking vulture #blesszen

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I have over $10K worth of body art 🎭
less than 10 friends
And 9 more lives FAWK U MEEEN
Ngs dry hate on the next man, while others lie in the background before given permission to ' like ', or subscribe to something outside of themselves.
I know y'all c me. It's cool tho. I know I go hard af. Just pass up this post doe like it ain't hard 😈 #blesszen

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That's not Leroy btw that's Hero experiment 666

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I rarely speak on #XXXTENTACION because the internet is full of people who cosplay connections they never had. Everybody wants to be part of somebody's story after the world decides they're important.

I always saw Jah as a spirit brother in a way that's hard to explain without people making it weird. I'm INFJ, and I see similarities in how we think, create, and move through the world. I can't speak on his personality type as a fact, but I understood certain things in his music that felt familiar to me.

Musically, I viewed him as competition. He was one of the few artists I could hear experimenting in a direction that aligned with what I was already trying to create. The genre bending, the aggression, the melodies, the unpredictability. I wasn't trying to be him. I wanted to push my own sound further, and seeing somebody else operate outside the usual boundaries made me take that even more seriously.

I've also spent a long time trying to reach Ski Mask the Slump God. I genuinely think authenticity matters when you get to that level of the industry. Who you keep around you, who challenges your ideas, and who's there because they believe in what you're building versus what they can get from it. I want to connect with people who care about the culture enough to contribute something real to it.

I'm not looking for a celebrity interaction or trying to attach myself to somebody else's legacy. I make my own music, have my own vision, and know what I bring to the table. I just think certain creative connections should happen, and I've been trying to make that happen instead of sitting around talking about it.

People can interpret that however they want. I'm going to keep creating either way.

#BLESSZEN #speedAfterGod

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I’m putting more effort into different styles of content and expanding the world around my music. Right now, Nursery Rhymes for Witches and GLAMPYR are my main focus while I continue building my sound.

Shoutout to Producer @____teenwitch____ We locked in and started something that already feels like it’s going somewhere special. More on that soon.

I’ve also got another Dallas Voyager Magazine article coming soon. That’ll make three articles total with Dallas Voyager, so the story keeps moving.

Still building. Still experimenting. Still becoming. 🖤

#BLESSZEN #speedAfterGod #NurseryRhymesForWitches #GLAMPYR #DallasVoyager

One of the hardest parts of building as an independent artist is trying to actually connect with people. Everyone wants support, but the second it’s time to share somebody else’s work, suddenly everybody develops amnesia.

I’ve reached out, tried to build relationships, promote other artists, exchange ideas, and create real connections, but a lot of people move like collaboration is a competition. Promo gets ignored, messages get left sitting there, and genuine support somehow became a rare resource.

I’m still going to keep reaching out and finding my people. I’d rather build with a small circle that actually cares than chase a crowd that only shows up when there’s something in it for them.

#BLESSZEN #speedAfterGod #IndependentArtist #AlternativeMusic #ArtistCommunity

I’m still learning how to connect with people and build genuine relationships through music. Sometimes it feels difficult to find artists who actually want to exchange energy, share ideas, and help each other grow, but I’m learning not to take that personally.

I’ve always respected artists who helped make the underground feel like a place where being different could actually become your advantage. @feliciathegoat and @trippieredd are two artists who influenced me heavily in that way. They helped show how much personality, experimentation, and individuality can shape a culture.

That’s the kind of energy I want to contribute to. I’m still finding my people, still building my sound, and still trying to create a space where artists can inspire each other instead of constantl

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New article coming out with Dallas Voyager magazine if you'd like to know my story I have two articles already up in my bio #blesszen #hiphop #hyperpop

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I'm always the bad guy lol #blesszen

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Sometimes being an artist feels incredibly lonely.

I can spend hours creating, writing, recording, editing, thinking about ideas, imagining what my future could look like, and then when I finally look up, there’s barely anyone there to share it with. No creative circle. No real team. No friends consistently asking what I’m working on or wanting to build something together.

I’ve been reaching out to people online because I’m genuinely trying to find my people. I try to start conversations, support other artists, offer ideas, look for collaborations, and create real connections. A lot of the time I’m met with silence. Left on read. Ignored. Promises that never turn into anything. People who seem interested until they realize there’s no immediate clout attached to knowing me.

And honestly, that shit hurts.

Sometimes I wonder what it would feel like to have people around me who actually cared about the things I spend so much of my life creating. People who would hear a song and understand why I made it. People who would see an idea and say, “Let’s build this.” People who would actually show up.

I’ve spent a lot of time feeling like I’m creating in a room where nobody else can hear me.

But I’m still here.

I’m still making music. Still creating visuals. Still reaching out. Still looking for the people who believe in building something from the ground up instead of waiting until it’s already successful.

That’s part of why BLESSZEN means so much to me. I want to build the kind of creative family I wish I had around me. A place where artists don’t have to feel invisible, where people actually support each other, and where being different isn’t something you have to apologize for.

Maybe it takes longer to find your people when you’ve spent your whole life feeling like you don’t belong anywhere.

I just wish sometimes I didn’t have to be so damn strong about it.

But I’m going to keep going.

Even when nobody responds. Even when nobody shows up. Even when it feels like I’m talking to an empty room.

The music still matters to me.

And someday, I hope I find the people who understand why.

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World getting mean 😔 #blesszen

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I'll genuinely be trying to break it down and explain to myself , what's valid and how much leeway I can give a person
then you spill the guts about everything you've done and been thru,
then you can tell by the vibe
as soon as you see the
is Typing ...
that they don't give a fuck about what you're explaining

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speedAfterGod #hyperpop #dnb #rap #alt

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