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I tell myself I took a break, but the truth is, I’ve been afraid. Afraid of pain, exhaustion, and the weight of depression—all things I’ve faced more times than anyone should in one lifetime. Yet, I remind myself not to complain, not to feel sorry for myself, because others have suffered more. But that doesn’t change the mountain in front of me, or the feelings I carry as I prepare to climb it.

This is my challenge to overcome: to reawaken the connection to my body, to show the world what the human mind is capable of. To be a reminder that even in the face of adversity, we can grow, thrive, and inspire. But to achieve this, I have to accept one truth: in the end, only I can push myself through. Guides and supports will come and go, but it’s my will that will carry me forward.

How many lives can I squeeze into this one lifetime?

Sometimes, you have to choose the harder path to get to where you want to be.

So why did I come to Nepal? There are many reasons. To reconnect with friends, to attend a wedding, to witness Rahul teach his incredible one-month course. But for me, it’s deeper than that. At home, I felt stuck—trapped in patterns dictated by how my mind works. I knew there was a path I needed to walk. A hard path, full of unknowns. And yet, over and over, I chose the easier one. The downhill path—soft and pleasant in the moment—but one I knew would eventually lead me to a hole I couldn’t climb out of.

Why do I choose the now-me over the future-me, even when I see the consequences ahead? I’ve been here before. We all face these choices: to do the hard thing today so that tomorrow’s possibilities can bloom. Fear holds us back, whispering imagined difficulties, making the unknown seem insurmountable. But facing fear brings its own rewards. Even when it leads to suffering, we grow. We become more than we were before.

The familiar path might feel safe, but it won’t help us grow in the same way. It’s in the unknown that we discover new selves, new possibilities.

I came to Nepal to find my new self. To step into the unknown. To choose the harder path, the one that can shape a better, fuller life. Every moment here is a step forward, even the difficult ones.
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Creative Modern Bohemian Magazine. 
ISSUE#60
CREATIVE 60-OCT/NOV 2024
Published on 7 Nov 2024 in "Fashion  Art"
English, 100 pags.
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