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Who am I?

Hey I am Ella!

I am a Multidisciplinary Artist, Choreographer, Movement Specialist, Accredited Coach, Certified Rolfer, Published Author, & Director of Ella Mesma Company.

People often read me as white, though I'm of mixed Nigerian & white British heritage on my Mother's side, white British on my father's, and I believe true spiritual work means being aware of our privileges, examining our bias & the problems that colonialism & patriarchy create... and creating, and paving the way for change with that awareness.

I believe in having awareness of our impact on our planet (& humans) to create lasting change... not only for ourselves, or this generation, but for collective liberation and for future generations.

As a coach & a creative, my work centres on unlearning to return to our authentic selves, on transformation, on wellbeing, & on storytelling: particularly putting the stories I wished I'd seen growing up on stage.

At 14, I discovered salsa, then Afro-Brazilian dance forms, initially learning with a Yoruban priest in Salvador da Bahia at 22 & then I got very into samba, parading in carnival in Rio as a passista back in 2005.

My contemporary dance training in Leeds led me to formal dance training at 25 in London.

Performance highlights include Russell Maliphant Company, Lea Anderson (The Chomondeleys), & the Olympics Opening Ceremony. Ella Mesma Company has performed worldwide, with commissions from Sadler's Wells, Manchester International Festival & the Place.

Like many, I struggle with belonging, self-doubt & finding my authority. Dance holds magic but also challenge... scarcity, self-sabotage & conflict.

Self-work... training as a yoga teacher, in bodywork practices, as a coach & in alchemy, transformed everything.

I'm still deeply grateful for the practices that inform my work.

Having navigated (and continuing to journey) my own questions around identity, sexuality, self, I'm committed to supporting others of multiple heritages & to being an LGBTQIA+ ally.

I am married to the beautiful @artbyaoj who also took this photo.

#ellamesma #mayagandaia #illusiontojoy taken in Lisbon, Portugal by @thegoddxxpath
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What do you think?

Here is a little guided visualisation journey I have been playing with using some of my footage from Colombia (and a little help from Pixabay (thank you!) ❤️)

In Butoh classes with @karavanensemble I used to love exploring the perspectives of moving whilst walking & embodying different genders, and then falling forwards while walking as the embodiment of children…

I have had a lot of problems this year (well actually all of my life) on the right side of my body, and having sessions of Integrated Awareness with @lisbonhealing 
have been exploring how that connects to my fear of letting go control & trusting the masculine (as well as other things)

Recently @ahmad.jooma has been falling forwards as we walk uphill to be easier on the body and again I have been reminded of this Butoh exercise of falling forwards… 

And in turn of the state of innocence… Just as the falling forwards exercise in Butoh represents childlike awe and wonder, so too, the awe and wonder of the state of innocence has a surrender to it: I liken it to my letting go of control and trying to fix myself, others and the world which I realise frees me up to create with a full heart, and to surrender to the magic that occurs when we collaborate with & surrender to the universe ❤️ 

This for me is the Goddxx-like potential: it is who we are outside of our identity. It transcends the polarity of male and female, which transcends gender, and all earthly binaries. It is our highest self, our genius, our superconscious, our soul truth. who we are outside of our identity. It transcends the polarity of male and female, which transcends gender, and all earthly binaries. It is our highest self, our genius, our superconscious, our soul truth. We access it by being in no sense, by revealing the stories (our lead, our beliefs, our stories, and our fears) and by combining choosing it with intuition 🧘🏽‍♀️ 👑 

So here is a little sneak preview of my innocence meditation (find the whole thing at www.mayagandaia.com)

Let me know what you think? 

#innocence #innosense #mayagandaia #illusiontojoy #colombia #cali #journaltojoy #fincaalejandria #elparaisodeloscolibries #hummingbirdparadise by @thegoddxxpath
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2 years ago
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Developed as part of @thegoddxxpath series, this journal will help you to come back HOME to who you really are, to be you to the full (BE-AU-TI-FUL) and to reconnect with the gifts you were brought to this Earth to share.

On this journey, you will learn to access the beautiful place of vulnerability, where all the magic happens, so you can find your inner power and come home to yourself and your heart.

MAYA GANDAIA translates as Illusion to Joy and is a concept created by @ellamesma to support her clients break through the glass ceilings and create a life aligned with their true purpose.

An established professional artist with over 20 years of experience in dance and theatre, Ella directs internationally acclaimed Ella Mesma Company and has toured the world as a performer and choreographer. Ella specialises in many forms of movement, bodywork and intuitive coaching, and has a passion for travel, languages, nature and design. Ella loves how dance, intuition & aerial remind us we are limitless!

Ella’s joy & inspiration is in undoing limiting beliefs, celebrating diverse identities, creating held spaces and coming back HOME to ourselves. Ella’s embodiment training includes womb healing, the Enneagram, The Wheel Of Consent, Holistic Pelvic Care and Alchemy.

“Journal to Joy has helped to focus on the things in my life that I often disregard as not being ‘good enough’. It has helped me to understand myself better. Mostly, it is fun to reflect on the questions and see what comes up, even through dark days it has helped me recognise my shadows and embrace myself wholly. I love Journal to Joy!” Monique Fourie

#journaltojoy #mayagandaia #illusiontojoy #thegoddxxpath by @thegoddxxpath
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2 years ago
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Our pelvis: our sacred bowl holds creative life force, inner wisdom, ancestral patterns and our power to bring things into being.

Many of us are disconnected from this space: Numb and shut down...

We move through life carrying tension, silence, shame, and emotional weight in the body: clenching, tensing and numbing without realising how deeply disconnected we have become. 

Our body learns to protect itself, our hips tighten and our creativity fades because we are surviving not thriving. 

This clearing session is a return to the softness, the sensation, and the wisdom of the body... A coming back HOME to yourself...

Join me on Sunday the 11th of October at 11:00 UK Time for a deep, restorative Pelvic Clearing Session. 

In this session, we will soften the tension and reclaim your original house of creation.

💃🏾🎶 Temple by Jean du Voyage

#pelvicsession #pelvicspace #pelvicwisdom #ancestralhealing #bodywisdom by @thegoddxxpath
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Our pelvis holds our creative life force, our intuition and the deep power within us to bring things into being 👑

But so many of us have become disconnected from this space, carrying tension, silence, shame... 

We have disconnected from our sensation and intuition...

When the body learns to protect itself, our hips tighten and the pelvis becomes a place of disconnection... 

Our creativity and life force get buried beneath fear and tension...

This clearing session is a return back HOME to this space, awakening into sensation and connection, and allowing us to listen to the wisdom within...

Join me on Sunday 11th October at 11:00 UK Time for a restorative Pelvic Clearing Session, where we will soften the tension, reconnect with the body and reclaim our original house of creation.

https://goddxxpath.com/the-sacred-bowl-6-day-challenge

💃🏾🎶 Travel by Afro Lofi Guy

#pelvicclearing #pelvichealing #sacredbowl #embodiedhealing #somatichealing by @thegoddxxpath
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The pelvic space and the digestive system can hold the tension of our thoughts, our emotions, our protective patterns, and any experiences that we are ready to release.

This Clearing Session offers a space to turn inward, reconnect with your body, and consciously clear those imprints

👑 11th October 2026
17:00 UK Time

A moment to pause.
A moment to release.
A moment to return HOME to yourself. 🌑❤️

#mayagandaia #illusiontojoy #sacredbowl #somaticreleasing #unclenching by @thegoddxxpath
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My newsletter in pictures...

This week's newsletter included themes of surrender and showing up uncomfortably... 

Moving out of victimhood and into Creativehood

And standing for what we believe in...

As Anaïs Nin wrote: "Life shrinks or expands in proportion to one's courage" and I really have connected with that this month ❤️

#mayagandaia #illusiontojoy
#thegoddxxpath #mayamusings #fullmoonmixtape by @thegoddxxpath
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14 days ago
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I have been building a set of cards, based on some of the most powerful aligned actions working with Goddxx Path clients over the past 7 years.

The cards cover 7 main themes. Each day, pull a card to reveal a theme and intention for your day.

✨ I invite you to listen to your intuition as the card reveals itself...

🔮 Your Goddxx Path Oracle Card for today is...

❤️🌿 STAND YOUR GROUND 🌿❤️

“Honour your truth... against the definition placed upon you by others...”

Sometimes standing our ground means not compromising ourselves to please others...

Sometimes it means speaking our truth...

Saying NO

Protesting 

Grounding in nature 

Sharing our truth on a stage... 

As Anaïs Nin wrote: "Life shrinks or expands in proportion to one's courage", and Ed Sheeran reminded us of this this month... 

That when we stay quiet as he did whilst Macklemore stood up for what he believed in, when we don't speak our truth, we abandon our sovereignty... we abandon our heart...
 
So here is your reminder to listen to the whisper of your heart...
 
To show up uncomfortably... 
 
To get it wrong... To fail even... but do it... Speak your truth... 

Stand your ground 

And stand up for what you believe in... 

And always, create so you can move out of victimhood and into Creativehood! ❤️
 
Creating is the best way out of fear and into JOY and when we refocus all that stuck scared energy into doing what we love, everything starts changing...

Our path is unique and so are our gifts and talents... And being us to the full is such a gift to this planet...

It's so beautiful 

It takes courage to walk it...

Because our path is ours to walk alone...

But in walking it we light the path for others too

✨ Does this resonate?

When was the last time you stood your ground? ❤️

I’d love to hear your story in the comments...

🔮 Goddxx Path Oracle Cards... coming soon! ♦️ ♠️ 

I can’t wait to see them printed 🌻✨

#GoddxxPathOracle #StandYourGround #OracleCards #Intuition #TheGoddxxPath by @thegoddxxpath
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15 days ago
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It's the end of an era...

Since Brexit I have been spreading my time between Lisbon, Leeds and London...

And Lisbon really has healed my soul 
It was the place that I healed my heart
It was the place I found Homeostasis in my being
It was the place I practiced and honed my intuition since I started studying it in 2016

But as much as a beautiful time it has been, I am coming to a completion ❤️

It's the end of an era 👑

And time to find a new beginning with @ahmad.jooma
by my side

Thank you Lisbon I love you 🫶🏾🫶🏾🫶🏾

#mayagandaia #illusiontojoy #newbeginnings #intuition #alchemy by @thegoddxxpath
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15 days ago
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For the Full Moon Mixtape Playlist on Qboz & Spotify sign up for the Goddxx Path newsletter 🌕💽

This months full moon on the 26th of September, landing ron the heels of the Autumn Equinox is The Moon of the Sacred Web, and is in Libra ⚖️

This moon sees all connections... reminding us that nothing is created alone and every choice ripples out to our community too. 

It is a great time for finding the balance between tending the web of our relationships and honouring our own boundaries.

Grab your Journal to JOY, or JOY Dream Journal, sit under the full moon and let your intuition speak:

✨ What have you been avoiding because it feels scary?

✨ How have other people shown up for you recently to remind you that magic is everywhere?

✨ What is one area of your life where you would love to express your heart and create more?

#fullmoonmixtape #mayagandaia #illusiontojoy #thegoddxxpath #equinox by @thegoddxxpath
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19 days ago
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When we step out of frantic doing, our inner wisdom becomes our guide

Come HOME to your body.

Come HOME to yourself.

Come HOME to your Soul Truth.

Begin your Journal to JOY and live a life aligned with your intuition and your unique Goddxx Path:

https://goddxxpath.com/journal-to-joy

🎷 Travel by Afro Lofi Guy

#TheGoddxxPath #journaltojoy #mayagandaia #illusiontojoy #EmbodiedAlchemy by @thegoddxxpath
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22 days ago
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I will be holding a Rolfing/Bodywork pop up in central London for the month of October... a really stunning location in Hyde Park at The Intercontinental Hotel in their beautiful spa.
Thereafter my sessions will be available abroad only. So if you want to experience the magic before then... Get one while it lasts!
Sessions are £150, but I will releasing 6 sessions at £66 for dancers and this community on a first come first serve basis. DM me for the passcode!
Read more about the bodywork I offer here: https://goddxxpath.com/bodywork

Music : Astungkara by FACESOUL

#rolfing #rolfingpopup #rolfingnotrofling #mayagandaia #illusiontojoy by @thegoddxxpath
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