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Belladonna Troxylon M

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20+ yrs Global Carbon & Energy
PhD • MBA • P.Eng.
Single Mom of 4 • Autism Mom
Learning. Leading. Growing.
Founder @iccscenter

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Surat untuk anak keduaku, Fayyaz Alyan.

Fayyaz,
Umi kangen kamu. Kangennya besar sekali.

Umi sering membayangkan sekarang kamu sudah makin tinggi dan makin ganteng.
Umi masih ingat tawa dan candaan kamu saat kita bersama kakak dan adik-adikmu.

Setiap hari Umi berdoa supaya kamu selalu bahagia, aman, sehat, dan melakukan hal-hal yang kamu suka.

Walaupun kita tidak selalu bersama, kamu selalu dekat di hati Umi.
Umi selalu ingin memeluk dan mencium kamu supaya kamu tahu betapa Umi sangat mencintaimu.

Umi selalu di sini, menunggu kamu, dengan tangan terbuka lebar. Umi tidak ke mana-mana.

Tidak sabar main Blookees, Roblox, Lego, dan Nintendo bareng kamu lagi,
dan tidur di samping kamu sambil Umi garuk punggung kamu sampai kamu tertidur.

Umi sayang kamu, selalu 🤍 by @troxylon

My Love Letter to You, Nafi

Nafi,
you are my first son.
You made me a mother for the first time.

You were my first unconditional love.
You taught me how to love without conditions.

You are a special human being.
You taught me patience.
You taught me wisdom.

I loved listening to you talk.
Always moving, always speaking.
I loved hearing your English stories about your favorite movies.

I miss when you came to me at night
and suddenly kissed me goodnight.

I miss when you scratched my back.
You were the best back scratcher.

I miss watching you build difficult LEGO sets
and sit there for hours, fully focused.

I miss hugging you
and your strong polar bear hug back.

I miss playing with your wavy hair
and hearing your Canadian English accent
asking me so many questions.

I miss you coming to me
to tell stories about your younger siblings bothering you.

I miss you every day.
I love you every day.

You are my first child.
You are my special son.
And you will always be deeply loved. by @troxylon

I’m a single mother of 4. I don’t usually open up about this part of my life, but today I want to be honest.

Not because I want sympathy, not because I want attention, but because life is not always as perfect as an Instagram grid. And sometimes, people need to know that strength is built quietly, behind closed doors.

Being a single mom wasn’t something I planned. There were moments when I questioned everything, my strength, my decisions, my ability to hold my little family together.

But life has a way of teaching you who you truly are. Not in the easy moments, but in the ones that may break you a little, and build you back differently. Stronger and braver.

I kept going despite all and learned how to start again.
How to show up even when I was exhausted.
How to smile for myself and for my kids.
How to make decisions I never imagined making.

And somewhere along that journey, I realized that motherhood, even in its toughest form, can be the place where you discover the strongest version of yourself. And the moment I realised I can do anything for my children.

This post isn’t about struggle. It’s about growth. Grace. And the quiet victories no one sees, the ones that happen in the middle of chaos, tears, and late-night prayers.

If you’re a single mom, or simply someone navigating a heavy season, I hope you know: you’re doing better than you think.
And it’s okay to rest, to start over, to rewrite your story as many times as you need.

My journey is still unfolding, but I’m learning to embrace every chapter with honesty, grace, and courage.

This is me.
Bella.
A mother. A fighter. A believer.
Still standing. by @troxylon

When I said I love my work, I really meant it. 🤍

Bukan karena it’s always easy. Bukan karena nggak ada hari-hari yang berat.

Tapi karena di balik semua itu, ada dampak yang nyata yang bisa aku bawa. Ada orang-orang luar biasa yang aku temui di setiap perjalanan. Dan ada versi diriku yang terus tumbuh, yang nggak akan aku temukan kalau aku nggak menjalani ini.

That’s what loving your work really feels like, and I want to give the best of me as much as I could for a long time here.

For myself, for my team, and for all the CCS warriors that fight for the better and cleaner earth!

#troxylonsharing #belladonna #womenempowerment #ccs #careerdevelopment by @troxylon

Execution Lens: Asia-Pacific’s CCS challenge is moving projects to FID.

The latest Global Status of CCS 2026 shows that CCS continues to scale globally, with 113 commercial projects in operation and 68 Mtpa of operating CO₂ capture capacity.*

But Asia-Pacific faces a different challenge.

The region has a growing project pipeline, yet only one new CCS project reached Final Investment Decision since the previous report.

That gap matters.

Projects need more than technical potential. They need clear regulation, transport and storage access, credible customers, workable risk allocation and financing.

A recent example is Malaysia’s Southern CCS Hub.

On 23 October, PETRONAS CCS Ventures, TotalEnergies and Mitsui signed a joint venture agreement to develop offshore CO₂ storage. The first phase targets up to 5 Mtpa of CO₂ injection, with first injection targeted as early as 2031, subject to industry readiness.**

The project has not reached FID yet, but the progression matters.

The pipeline is growing. The real test is making projects bankable.

Curious to hear how others see this investment gap being closed across Asia.

Always glad to compare perspectives !

*Global CCS Institute, Global Status of CCS 2026, 20 Oct 2026.
**PETRONAS, Southern CCS Hub JVA announcement, 23 Oct 2026.

#ExecutionLens #CCS #CCUS #CarbonManagement #CarbonStorage by @troxylon

Capital Lens: Green ammonia is moving from ambition to financed infrastructure.

A major clean-energy project in Asia moved another step forward this week.

The Asian Development Bank and the Government of Japan announced financing for AM Green Ammonia’s Kakinada project in India, which is planned to reach around 1.1 million tonnes per year of green ammonia production.

The project is being developed in two phases of 547,500 tonnes per year each, with 125,000 tonnes per year already covered by a long-term offtake agreement with Uniper.

This is where clean ammonia becomes more than a production target.

Projects need financing, infrastructure, certification and committed buyers before they become commercially meaningful.

For Southeast Asia, the lesson is clear:

The real milestone is not announcing capacity. It is building a bankable value chain around it.

Interested to see how Asia’s clean-ammonia market develops from here.

Feel free to reach out !

#CapitalLens #CleanAmmonia #GreenAmmonia #CCS #EnergyTransition IndustrialDecarbonization by @troxylon

Regional CCS Watch: Australia moves another major storage hub closer to reality.

Australia has declared the West Peron formation as an identified greenhouse gas storage formation for the proposed Bonaparte CCS Project.

The project could permanently store up to 443 million tonnes of CO₂ over as long as 35 years, supported by a multi-user hub concept and offshore transport infrastructure.

This matters for Asia-Pacific.

The regional CCS race is no longer only about geological potential. It is increasingly about turning that potential into permitted, connected and bankable storage capacity.

For Indonesia, that is the key opportunity too.

Strong geology creates the foundation.
Deployable storage creates the market.

Interested to see how regional CCS hubs develop from here.

Happy to connect !

#RegionalCCSWatch #CCS #CarbonStorage #CarbonManagement #AsiaPacific IndustrialDecarbonization IndonesiaCCS by @troxylon

Menurutku, semuanya balik lagi ke seberapa mau kamu bangun diri kamu lebih baik lagi.

I began my career with zero confident. Constantly feeling lost, feeling insecure, feeling like my capabilities and especially strength was lacking. Aku bangun karirku dengan rasa tidak percaya diri, and I realised a while after kalau aku bangun fondasi karir yang rapuh.

So, here’s me telling my story that I wished to be told before:

Invest in yourself first. Not just your resume or your network, but mostly your confidence, your boundaries, and your relationship with yourself.

That’s where everything else begins.

When we feel good on our own selves, aku percaya langkah kita akan jauh lebih ringan dan lebih meaningful.

#belladonna #TroxylonSharing #careerdevelopment #womenempowerment by @troxylon

Risk Lens: Who carries the responsibility after CO₂ injection stops?

As CCS scales, one question becomes increasingly important:

What happens after a storage site stops receiving CO₂?

OGCI’s recent work highlights the importance of post-injection monitoring, site closure, licence transfer and long-term liability.

The IEA also notes that while more than 70 large-scale capture facilities are operating globally, long-term monitoring and post-closure liability still have relatively limited real-world precedent.

This matters because liability affects financing, insurance and investor confidence.

For emerging CCS markets in Asia, clear rules on how responsibility changes over time will become increasingly important.

Storage capacity creates opportunity.

Clear responsibility helps make that opportunity bankable.

Interested to hear how others see this evolving.

Feel free to reach out !

#RiskLens #CCS #CarbonStorage #CarbonManagement #CCUS EnergyTransition by @troxylon

Carbon intensity is becoming a commercial variable.

The EU’s latest CBAM certificate price for Q3 2026 is €82.32 per tonne of CO₂, up from €75.28 in Q2.

The bigger signal is what this means for industry.

CBAM now covers carbon-intensive products including steel, aluminium, cement, fertilisers, hydrogen and electricity.

For producers outside Europe, carbon intensity is becoming more than an environmental metric. It can influence market access, competitiveness and customer decisions.

For Indonesia, this strengthens the case for cleaner power, efficiency, electrification and CCS.

Carbon performance is moving closer to commercial performance.

Interested to hear how others are preparing for this shift.

Always open to connecting !

#MarketSignal #IndustrialDecarbonization #CCS #EnergyTransition Indonesia by @troxylon

CO₂ is becoming a logistics business.

CCS is no longer only about capture.

In Europe, Yara’s Sluiskil plant is expected to capture up to 800,000 tonnes of CO₂ per year, with the CO₂ transported by ship to permanent storage at Northern Lights.

Northern Lights is also expanding from 1.5 Mtpa to 5 Mtpa of storage capacity.

The message for Asia is clear:

Scaling CCS will require more than storage potential. It will require transport networks, shared infrastructure, commercial frameworks and cross-border coordination.

Indonesia has strong geological potential. The opportunity is to turn that into a connected regional CCS ecosystem.

Happy to connect !

#CCS #CarbonManagement #CO2Transport #IndustrialDecarbonization #IndonesiaCCS EnergyTransition by @troxylon

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#mua by @troxylon