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It was around this time of day (7am), 4 years ago, that I woke up after drinking heavily one night and not really certain how my night had ended. After a few minutes I remembered falling off my scooter and, wondering if it was a dream or not, I looked out the back window to find a bunch of grass sticking out the side of my Honda Ruckus. I realized my milk crate was gone and so was all the important stuff I had in it (laptop, hard drive, phone, business cards, drugs), so I got back on it and went on a search mission.
I found where I crashed but some of my things had been stolen (laptop & hard drive), but I found my phone, my bag and everything else.
I realized I could have hurt myself, someone else, gotten arrested, or worse.
While thinking about all this I looked over at the sign for the restaurant across the street, it read “Halfway House.”
I decided if I didn’t stop drinking I was going to totally lose control of my life and end up even more miserable than I already was at the time. So I quit.
It was the most difficult decision I’ve ever made in my life and there are days where I still struggle with my sobriety. Thanks to @bob_byjoe and all the wonderful people at @bensfriendshope for getting me started with going to meetings. Otherwise I would’ve never met @bevelcut_shawti and started @riffsandrecovery. Being a part of a sober community is the most empowering thing an addict can do. If it wasn’t for them I would have probably relapsed by now. Instead I can say today that I have been 4 years clean without a single drop of alcohol and that’s something I never thought I could do. 
Thank you to everyone along the way that has shown their support and given me strength when I felt powerless. You all mean so much to me and words cannot express my gratitude.
So today Aspen and I are going to get matching tattoos to celebrate our friendship, Riffs and Recovery and everything else about being sober in this world.
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