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Samantha Hotham

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2 weeks 🪽🌈

I class myself as quite a stong person, been through a lot & pulled myself back up many a time. But this is different.

I have had to lean on so many people for strength & support over the past couple of weeks. The grief has been more than i could bare at times 🥺 not a day can go by without something bringing me to tears.

I dreaded this part of being a Dog Mum for many years 🐾 & knew it would never be easy but i don't think it is talked about publically enough just how difficult it realy is 💔

Self care & the drive for doing anything went out the window. Everything for the past 2 weeks has been forced; work, training once i returned, eating etc.

I know time helps to heal & i hope to oneday soon be able to look through photos & videos smiling at the amazing memories i have 🥹

I just feel incredibly blessed to have had so many friends, family & even friends from another lifetime reach out with messages, voicenotes, cards & gorgeous gifts 🫶🏽

So grateful to each & everyone of you, it has all helped more than you know ❤️

And to my rock @alex_hotham for holding & comforting me throughout it all, even through his own grief 👫🏽 xx by @sam_hotham

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5 days ago

1 week without our Babygirl 🐞🪽

The pain is still so raw 💔 but we will be forever grateful we were able to give Lady her doggy fairytale ending 🌈

We knew it would be anyday now that we would have the decision taken away from us & we were not prepared to let Lady suffer or be scared/hurt in that moment.

So instead she got 2 days filled with:
🫂 Cuddles off her favourate Humans
💚 A visit to the park with her sisters
🔴 An attempt at playing with her kong ball
(Mum just opened & poured out the treats in the end)
🧀 Cheese treats off NanaJ
🍔 Burger & chips with us all
🥓 Bacon & eggs with Dad
🐶 Belle & Tinker never leaving her side
🍫 And chocolate because no dog should go to heaven without tasting chocolate!

She went to sleep with the fullest & happiest heart 😴

The tourture of these 2 days was more than we thought we could bare, but we would do it all again in a heartbeat as we know not everyone gets so lucky to say a propper goodbye 🐾

xxxx by @sam_hotham

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12 days ago

Super special lil lady bug to remember the sweetest pup dog Lady. Honoured to have been trusted with this tattoo and blessed to have had Lady tell me off for treats. Thank you @sam_hotham , I hope wherever Lady is she’s content with all the carrots she can nom🤍 taken in Seventy Two Street Tattoo by @sam_hotham

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18 days ago

🌈Lady 1st Jun 2011 - 30th Sep 2026🪽

My heart is shattered into a billion pieces 💔
It will never be whole again as you have taken part of it with you my darling baby girl 🥺

This morning you took your last breath in my arms, in the comfort of your home, all together as a family of 5 for the last time 👫🏽🐶🐶🐶

I have never felt pain like this!
I have dreaded the day since i first brought you into my life.
My entire body hurts but i know i would do this over again so you no longer suffer 🫶🏽

Thank you for giving me over 15 years of the purest joy whilst at the same time being the biggest pain in my arse!
You were truly one of a kind & the biggest character 🤎

It has been awful watching your light get dimmer over the past few months, i'd have given anything to hear you bark like crazy demanding endless carrots & treats!
However that side of you was not coming back no matter what we did, so we allowed you to instead still enjoy life, your adventures & tell us when it was time to say goodbye my angel 🪽

You have been my constant throughout all of lifes challenges & changes.
I thank my 22 year old self for choosing you to be my first furbaby.....
or maybe you chose me to be your Mum ❤️
Either way, i no longer know how to adult without you, as i never have.

My shadow. My sidekick. My soul dog. My best friend. The boss of the house. The best big sister.
My beautiful baby girl 😔

15 years has flown by & it was not enough time but eternity would have been too short 🐾

I will love you forever & always LadyBug🐞
Never a day will go by that i do not think of you or search my camera for the million photos & videos i have.

My heartbreak will never disappear but neither will the years of memories, for that i am so grateful 🥰

Sleep tight my gorgeous Lady 🪽

Mummy, Daddy, Belle & Tinker love you beyond words & will all see you again one day my love 🌈 xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx by @sam_hotham

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19 days ago

Not aging, just upgrading.......here's to 38 🥰

Felt the love yesterday, thank you everyone for all my cards, gifts & messages 💐

Very blessed ❤️

Little treat on the last clip for everyone 🤣
The day my Bikini was delivered & i wasn't at home......
but Hubby was 🤭
@blackicebikinis @alex_hotham

Xxx by @sam_hotham

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a month ago

Waited 4 months to post this......

Suprise Birthday Bikini off the Hubby back in May 😍🤍🥰 taken in Black Ice Bikinis by @sam_hotham

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a month ago

The no1 reason to visit San Sebastian!......🤤

Pintxos, pintxos, pintxos! 😍 taken in San Sebastián, Spain by @sam_hotham

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a month ago

"Mi casa es su casa" - @hayley.mellors 🫶🏽😘

Home from home 🏡🥰 taken in San Sebastián, Spain by @sam_hotham

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a month ago

Born in the wrong era 💖 by @sam_hotham

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a month ago

Living her best life 🧚‍♀️

Our beautiful Tinker turned "8" today 🎉
(Highly unlikely since she acts more like a puppy 🤣)

Regardless of what this angels true age is, we have been so blessed to now share 2 Birthdays with her 🥰

She loves us & her sisters more than anything......
well maybe not more than this Birthday Muffin 🎂

Cannot imagine home without you Tinkerboo 🐾❤️ by @sam_hotham

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a month ago

Family Holiday 🥰 by @sam_hotham

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a month ago

The One, The Only, Debbie Brown 👑🎉🍾 by @sam_hotham

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2 months ago